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Igor Stravinsky - Petrushka

My mother emailed me a link to the above performance, and wrote:

My very first favorite classical piece of music was Stravinsky’s Petrushka [which I heard when just a child], living in Mexico City at our house, #5 Prado Sur, DF. I did not know the composition was for a ballet. The 78s were hard heavy records, each one in a paper sleeve, and I was allowed to play them to my heart’s content when my parents were out for the evening (often five times a week). I dropped the razor sharp record player’s needle as gently as possible…
I must have felt a sense of dance through Stravinsky’s music.  After all, I was taking ballet lessons at the time and made my own very thrilling cameo ballet debut on stage at the Bellas Artes Theatre, Mexico… Several months, later, I was stricken with typhoid. My parents were anxious, and the portable record player was moved to my bedside.

Before this email, I was unaware that my mother had ever had typhoid, had danced ballet, and had lived in Mexico City before she lived in Berlin. The lives they led before us! As Paul Simon said, “That was your mother / that was your father / before you was born, dude / when life was great. You are the burden / of my generation / I sure do love you / but let’s get that straight.”

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Simon & Garfunkel - At the Zoo.

The monkeys stand for honesty;
Giraffes are insincere;
And the elephants are kindly but they’re dumb.
Orangutans are skeptical
Of changes in their cages;
And the zookeeper is very fond of rum.

Zebras are reactionaries;
Antelopes are missionaries;
Pigeons plot in secrecy;
And hamsters turn on frequently.
What a gas! You got to come and see
At the zoo.

Update: Man about the Internet Tyler Coates already posted this eleven months ago and I commented on it then! I feel like a fraud.

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Paul Simon - The Obvious Child.

One of my favorite songs of his, and probably the reason I started playing drums.

I’ve written before that Paul Simon is my favorite lyricist, and when taking this photo I was reminded of a wonderful -but strangely isolated- line in his song “The Obvious Child,” a song which for many years I took to be rather about me and which largely inspired me to take up the drums, first by playing on a homemade and home-painted kit of buckets, unused aquariums recycled from my menagerie, and popcorn tins and later on increasingly expensive sets, until I finally left my equipment, and along with it the interest that had guided much of my life through high school and college, in New York when I left my college there.
The line which came to mind took me years to understand, and was probably explained to me by someone else: I regularly fail to grasp even very simple poetry. Simon says, “The cross is in the ballpark,” referring to the transition of Christianity from the church into the stadium, from the pulpit into the production studio. The song is otherwise personal, and this line stands out as the sole cultural context for the character’s plaintively-expressed anxieties.
There is a connection between the mass-production of faith and the isolation of the individual in his fears, I am sure. In any event, above is the ballpark; the fences seem almost to frame an altar, but there was no cross to be seen.
(From Photophobia).

I’ve written before that Paul Simon is my favorite lyricist, and when taking this photo I was reminded of a wonderful -but strangely isolated- line in his song “The Obvious Child,” a song which for many years I took to be rather about me and which largely inspired me to take up the drums, first by playing on a homemade and home-painted kit of buckets, unused aquariums recycled from my menagerie, and popcorn tins and later on increasingly expensive sets, until I finally left my equipment, and along with it the interest that had guided much of my life through high school and college, in New York when I left my college there.

The line which came to mind took me years to understand, and was probably explained to me by someone else: I regularly fail to grasp even very simple poetry. Simon says, “The cross is in the ballpark,” referring to the transition of Christianity from the church into the stadium, from the pulpit into the production studio. The song is otherwise personal, and this line stands out as the sole cultural context for the character’s plaintively-expressed anxieties.

There is a connection between the mass-production of faith and the isolation of the individual in his fears, I am sure. In any event, above is the ballpark; the fences seem almost to frame an altar, but there was no cross to be seen.

(From Photophobia).

Paul Simon - Loves Me Like a Rock (1975)

Listening to “At the Zoo” was nostalgic, as some of my earliest musical memories are of Paul Simon. My mother used to sing “Loves me Like a Rock” to me, even before I was born. Later, listening to Rhythm of the Saints and Graceland, I became a drummer. For a year, I played on a set I built from buckets and aquariums, with plastic wrap for heads and various noise-making debris from around the house added on to it before moving on to real sets, bands, and the rest.

Music and Memory and Graceland

I was in love and purchased my first CD, Paul Simon’s Graceland.  Ever since then, my music collection has grown to become a huge part of my life, mentally AND physically.

From Katydid’s post.

My mother, my sister, and I evacuated New Orleans for a hurricane in the early 1990s; it must have been Andrew. My dad’s decision to stay wasn’t something I interrogated at the time; back then, no one had yet realized what would happen to New Orleans if a major hurricane cut through it.

My mother is a deeply creative person, not simply in her various hobbies and crafts but also in an existential sense: she creates experiences where most see void. As an example: it is from her that I learned how wonderful a road trip can be, whereas for many driving is radically devalued time spent crossing radically devalued space, the stark highways connecting implicitly significant As and Bs. Not for her. Road trips with her are richly experiential.

Even in daily life, she doesn’t wait in lines; she makes friends in lines.

And she didn’t just leave New Orleans; she took us somewhere. As with much of what she does, she undertook our evacuation in a tongue-in-cheek way, deciding to turn it into a vacation of sorts; we didn’t fly to Cannes while Rome burned, though: we drove to Graceland, in Memphis.

By that age, I was already obsessed with Paul Simon. While I was still in the womb, my mother sang “Loves Me Like a Rock“ to me, and I’d taken very strongly to his music at my first conscious exposure; my parents were kind enough to immerse me in excellent music at a young age, my dad sharing with me Coltrane, Davis, and what classical I could handle. But it was Simon’s music, so percussive and complex, that sent me down the path to being a musician.

We listened to our little tape of Graceland on that trip so much that I am startled my mother didn’t go insane; we listened to it the way you listen to albums when you’re a teenager and can hear the same record twenty times in a night, the repetition making the music deeper, not shallower, more resonant, not less.

I’m going to Graceland, Graceland,
Memphis, Tennessee
I’m going to Graceland.
Poor-boys and pilgrims with families
And we are going to Graceland
And my traveling companions
Are ghosts and empty sockets:
I’m looking at ghosts and empties.
But I’ve reason to believe
We all will be received
In Graceland.

Naturally, the metaphor has grown more and more significant to me as I’ve aged, and I think the song is one of the most beautiful I know. I live in what Simon calls “the national guitar,” the Mississippi delta, and whenever someone slanders New Orleans and asks why we should bother rebuilding I think again of what we’ve given: of the birth of jazz and its fusion with blues and the Afro-Caribbean music of Congo Square, and I think of how Simon is a quintessential American, synthesizing so much of our national musical experience in such a simple way.

Andrew missed us and devastated parts Florida, although we certainly got our due thirteen years later. I can barely remember what the real Graceland looked like on the inside, only that I thought it was rather ugly. But I think Simon is right: we are all received there, in Graceland, the silly sprawling symbol of rock music, that nexus of mass consumption and obscure historical happenstance which came from slaves and jazz musicians as surely as from Berry and Presley; indeed, that music contains all the wandering poor-boys and pilgrims of America’s history.

That’s what’s so beautiful about great popular art: it isn’t elitist, and it receives us all.

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Paul Simon - The Cool, Cool River

(One note before the commentary: the song itself contains a sound, a processed guitar chord, that I believe is designed to mimic the sound of something bubbling up from below the water; that’s important, if it’s true).

Moves like a fist through the traffic:
Anger and no one can heal it
Shoves a little bump into the momentum.
It’s just a little lump
But you feel it
In the creases and the shadows,
With a rattling deep emotion.
The cool, cool river
Sweeps the wild, white ocean.

Simon is here describing the way currents of anger wash into society’s mainstream. I picture a young man, jaw clenched and fists balled in pockets, walking in the crowds of New York. His presence is subtle, but perceptible: you feel it in those darker places where anger is suddenly exposed, the alleys where you don’t wander: civility has borders even in cities.

“Yes, boss.” The government handshake.
“Yes, boss.” The crusher of language.
“Yes, boss.” Mr. Stillwater,
The face at the edge of the banquet.
The cool, the cool river.
The cool, the cool river.

Automatic subservience to authority, the humiliations of formalized interaction and mangled bureaucratic language, take their toll. This alienated man, whose agency vanishes at some labrythine office, sits at the edge of the banquet, at the margin of the party, on the fringe of society, like that haunting face apart from a crowd in a photo.

I believe in the future
I may live in my car
My radio tuned to
The voice of a star
Song dogs barking at the break of dawn
Lightning pushes the edge of a thunderstorm
And these old hopes and fears
Still at my side

This is very softly sung and very lovely. With references to aging and collapsing personal space, Simon includes a reference to music media, a common theme (‘Every generation throws a hero up the pop charts’ in his other song about terrorism): atomized in his little car he is connected only to the voice of a popular singer. Now comes the most masterful verse.

Anger and no one can heal it
Slides through the metal detector,
Lives like a mole in a motel,
A slide in a slide projector.
The cool, cool river
Sweeps the wild, white ocean,
The rage of love turns inward
To prayers of devotion.
And these prayers are
The constant road across the wilderness.
These prayers are…
These prayers are the memory of god
The memory of god

With the image of anger sliding through the metal detector, the threat becomes less abstract: we are talking about violence. This personified rage is like a blind mole in an anonymous motel, synthetic and detached and antiseptic; anger moves off the grid. Like a slide in a slide projector, through it is beamed the intense rage Simon describes as love turned inward. Ideologies come and go; what matters is the light of human hatred or human love which shines through them.

And I believe in the future
We shall suffer no more
Maybe not in my lifetime
But in yours I feel sure
Song dogs barking at the break of dawn
Lightning pushes the edges of a thunderstorm

Another recurring theme with Simon: the future’s promise of technological salvation contrasted with the persistence of reality: in your lifetime, child, suffering will end, I’m sure. And here is another storm. Maybe I was wrong; perhaps this is the most powerful verse, in which he finally unleashes these abstract forces of religion and love and youth onto a character:

And these streets,
Quiet as a sleeping army,
Send their battered dreams to heaven, to heaven
For the mother’s restless son
Who is a witness to, who is a warrior
Who denies his urge to break and run
Who says: hard times?
I’m used to them.
The speeding planet burns?
I’m used to that.
My life’s so common it disappears
And sometimes even music
Cannot substitute for tears

The explosive wrath of alienated peoples, like a sleeping army, waits and prays and sends their hopes to heaven; for whom do they hope? Their children. But this son for whom they pray is tired of praying; he has only the aforementioned “memory of god,” and we see his aggressively disaffected attitude: he knows hard times, he doesn’t care about the burning planet, war, death. His life, buried under the lives of all us billions, is so common it disappears. But he does not break and run; he witnesses and becomes a warrior.

I think it’s one of the most amazing songs, lyrically, I’ve ever heard.

Garfieldminusgarfield. And in this pitiful (and common) reverie, Jon Arbuckle let his life slip away, forever hoping that the camera would follow him, dramatize him, transform his pedestrian struggles into mass-consumed myth.
Seriously, though: I think Paul Simon was (as usual) decades ahead when, in the lyrics to “The Boy in the Bubble,” he associates with technology’s miraculous ascendancy over the physical world (and its simultaneous failure to resolve the violence of human nature) the ubiquity of spectacle: “The way the camera follows us in slo-mo, the way we look to us all…”
The latter half is the key: the universal pose of the watched is a reflection of what our recent obsession with visual narratives (film, television, the web) has done to our minds. We think of the way we look to us all. We’ve interiorized the perspective of the camera, of the audience; in our most private moments our minds record how we’d look to the confessional camera of a reality-TV show.
A corrosion of authenticity is inevitable in a culture of videographic mirrors, as surely as vanity would ensue if one were always surrounded by one’s reflection.

Garfieldminusgarfield. And in this pitiful (and common) reverie, Jon Arbuckle let his life slip away, forever hoping that the camera would follow him, dramatize him, transform his pedestrian struggles into mass-consumed myth.

Seriously, though: I think Paul Simon was (as usual) decades ahead when, in the lyrics to “The Boy in the Bubble,” he associates with technology’s miraculous ascendancy over the physical world (and its simultaneous failure to resolve the violence of human nature) the ubiquity of spectacle: “The way the camera follows us in slo-mo, the way we look to us all…”

The latter half is the key: the universal pose of the watched is a reflection of what our recent obsession with visual narratives (film, television, the web) has done to our minds. We think of the way we look to us all. We’ve interiorized the perspective of the camera, of the audience; in our most private moments our minds record how we’d look to the confessional camera of a reality-TV show.

A corrosion of authenticity is inevitable in a culture of videographic mirrors, as surely as vanity would ensue if one were always surrounded by one’s reflection.

One of my favorite concerts Paul Simon did, just after Graceland was released. It’s a lot of fun; when he doesn’t have his guitar, his hands sort of go nuts.