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My sometimes mediocre, sometimes worse than mediocre, photos of the wedding I attended in London are now online. It was often easy to photograph such attractive, kind, smart, fine people, but that couldn’t save me from elemental errors in composition, flash-usage, and so on.
I liked being at the British Museum with them: they were always affectionate with one another without ever being cloying, and both were so erudite that it briefly reminded me of what sort of emotional health, intellectual depth, and romantic connection we aspire to. Also: they know how to handle weapons.
The complete set is here.

My sometimes mediocre, sometimes worse than mediocre, photos of the wedding I attended in London are now online. It was often easy to photograph such attractive, kind, smart, fine people, but that couldn’t save me from elemental errors in composition, flash-usage, and so on.

I liked being at the British Museum with them: they were always affectionate with one another without ever being cloying, and both were so erudite that it briefly reminded me of what sort of emotional health, intellectual depth, and romantic connection we aspire to. Also: they know how to handle weapons.

The complete set is here.

I regretted not being able to see any JMW Turner while in London, particularly as I tried to imagine the Houses of Lords and Commons burning, as it is in his painting above. To conjure the image was difficult, for two reasons. First, the facade of the buildings strikes me as almost perfectly beautiful and suitably stately, and secondly it has, through reproduction over the years, become as iconic a symbol of immutable governance as any structure outside of Greece. To an American, the depth of European history seems almost eternal in comparison to our own brief efforts.
The effect such scale has on one is interesting, and reminds me of what Distorte’s post on Turner called to mind some time ago: the relationship between scale, perception, and cognition. While in London, I spoke briefly with the groom of the wedding about the problem of cyan and noted that in Homer’s Odyssey and Iliad, one never encounters the color blue; it is as though the Greeks simply didn’t see it, describing the sea as “wine dark” and focusing their descriptions on “rosy-fingered dawn,” for example. Blue, I have read, is one of the last colors we have come to differentiate mentally, while red, black, and yellow were among the first.
The groom, a classicist among other specialties, mentioned too that hues are never the focus of ancient texts; intensity is, so that darkness and lightness are described without reference to actual color. Of course, it is not biological change that has altered our perception but the development of our cognition: an amazing thing to consider.
One often hears that dogs “see in black and white,” which is of course nonsensical: dogs’ eyes do not perform the rather artificial conversion of the visible light spectrum to grayscale; only recent inventions like chemical photography, television, and digital processing do. Instead, their eyes take in the same wavelengths that ours do but their brains do not seem to differentiate between them: just as your mind effortlessly fills in the gap left by true cyan on your monitor, theirs papers over the various hues and focuses on intensity (and other sense perceptions).
The processing of sensory data, itself raw and natural, in the brain is driven less by biology than by something else, but it is hard to say just what: why did humanity become attentive to blue some thousands of years ago? Why were we previously not? It is as though the sky and sea in their infinity were too dull to differentiate: better to focus on the colors of the Earth.
It is worth considering how visual art both reflects and alters the development of our perceptual capacities. Reading how people of the past related to their painting is astonishing: what to us seems flat and mannered and false to them seemed as real as a film; without a doubt, people after us will regard the succession of thirty still images each second, flashed two-dimensionally, as an absurdly unconvincing depiction of reality. What is impossible to imagine is what else, if anything, there is to see, what other gaps remain in our sense cognition, what colors remain perceived but unseen, taken into the eye but unassembled into the synthetic idea we experience as color.

I regretted not being able to see any JMW Turner while in London, particularly as I tried to imagine the Houses of Lords and Commons burning, as it is in his painting above. To conjure the image was difficult, for two reasons. First, the facade of the buildings strikes me as almost perfectly beautiful and suitably stately, and secondly it has, through reproduction over the years, become as iconic a symbol of immutable governance as any structure outside of Greece. To an American, the depth of European history seems almost eternal in comparison to our own brief efforts.

The effect such scale has on one is interesting, and reminds me of what Distorte’s post on Turner called to mind some time ago: the relationship between scale, perception, and cognition. While in London, I spoke briefly with the groom of the wedding about the problem of cyan and noted that in Homer’s Odyssey and Iliad, one never encounters the color blue; it is as though the Greeks simply didn’t see it, describing the sea as “wine dark” and focusing their descriptions on “rosy-fingered dawn,” for example. Blue, I have read, is one of the last colors we have come to differentiate mentally, while red, black, and yellow were among the first.

The groom, a classicist among other specialties, mentioned too that hues are never the focus of ancient texts; intensity is, so that darkness and lightness are described without reference to actual color. Of course, it is not biological change that has altered our perception but the development of our cognition: an amazing thing to consider.

One often hears that dogs “see in black and white,” which is of course nonsensical: dogs’ eyes do not perform the rather artificial conversion of the visible light spectrum to grayscale; only recent inventions like chemical photography, television, and digital processing do. Instead, their eyes take in the same wavelengths that ours do but their brains do not seem to differentiate between them: just as your mind effortlessly fills in the gap left by true cyan on your monitor, theirs papers over the various hues and focuses on intensity (and other sense perceptions).

The processing of sensory data, itself raw and natural, in the brain is driven less by biology than by something else, but it is hard to say just what: why did humanity become attentive to blue some thousands of years ago? Why were we previously not? It is as though the sky and sea in their infinity were too dull to differentiate: better to focus on the colors of the Earth.

It is worth considering how visual art both reflects and alters the development of our perceptual capacities. Reading how people of the past related to their painting is astonishing: what to us seems flat and mannered and false to them seemed as real as a film; without a doubt, people after us will regard the succession of thirty still images each second, flashed two-dimensionally, as an absurdly unconvincing depiction of reality. What is impossible to imagine is what else, if anything, there is to see, what other gaps remain in our sense cognition, what colors remain perceived but unseen, taken into the eye but unassembled into the synthetic idea we experience as color.

GPOYW. It emerges that it is not, in fact, an international tradition to wear light, summer suits to country weddings in June. Additionally, the men above and the women also present were among the most impressive people I’ve met: astonishingly accomplished academics and entrepreneurs and artists, warm and engaging and thoughtful, easygoing but capable of casually assembling a beautiful wedding, kind, witty, charming, and never dull.
Ordinarily, around manifestly superior people I flush with awareness of my own disastrous flaws, but they were so friendly that they succeeded in temporarily tricking me into feeling comfortable around them.
More photos to come.

GPOYW. It emerges that it is not, in fact, an international tradition to wear light, summer suits to country weddings in June. Additionally, the men above and the women also present were among the most impressive people I’ve met: astonishingly accomplished academics and entrepreneurs and artists, warm and engaging and thoughtful, easygoing but capable of casually assembling a beautiful wedding, kind, witty, charming, and never dull.

Ordinarily, around manifestly superior people I flush with awareness of my own disastrous flaws, but they were so friendly that they succeeded in temporarily tricking me into feeling comfortable around them.

More photos to come.

(See also).
I can confirm, based on my experiences at the wedding in England and my meeting with John Brissenden, Mr. Error Gorilla, and Michelvis, that it is indeed a national characteristic of the British to be ludicrously generous in their estimations of others, indecently nice in their interactions, and astonishingly funny. I think I could perhaps cease therapy were I able to live there.
As it is, I’ll have to content myself with visiting as often as possible and passing time with people who are as brilliant and delightful as their writing suggests, and who moreover believe that smoking isn’t a habit so much as a calling. The joy of being one of four serious smokers at lunch is hard to convey.
In addition to being excellent conversationalists and game for some truly aimless itinerancy, they also helped me in a clutch moment find some suitable shirts after I’d mispacked my luggage, which I wound up leaving in London anyway. After seeing a bit of Westminister with John, I can say that I envy his students greatly. In addition to his erudition and insight, he is impossibly funny; so too were Mr. and Mrs. Gorilla (who are also masters of t-shirt style), and the three of them were as pleasant a set of companions as I’ve had.
I regretted only that I had so little time. I hope to see them again, here, there, or elsewhere.

(See also).

I can confirm, based on my experiences at the wedding in England and my meeting with John Brissenden, Mr. Error Gorilla, and Michelvis, that it is indeed a national characteristic of the British to be ludicrously generous in their estimations of others, indecently nice in their interactions, and astonishingly funny. I think I could perhaps cease therapy were I able to live there.

As it is, I’ll have to content myself with visiting as often as possible and passing time with people who are as brilliant and delightful as their writing suggests, and who moreover believe that smoking isn’t a habit so much as a calling. The joy of being one of four serious smokers at lunch is hard to convey.

In addition to being excellent conversationalists and game for some truly aimless itinerancy, they also helped me in a clutch moment find some suitable shirts after I’d mispacked my luggage, which I wound up leaving in London anyway. After seeing a bit of Westminister with John, I can say that I envy his students greatly. In addition to his erudition and insight, he is impossibly funny; so too were Mr. and Mrs. Gorilla (who are also masters of t-shirt style), and the three of them were as pleasant a set of companions as I’ve had.

I regretted only that I had so little time. I hope to see them again, here, there, or elsewhere.

London

Two very brilliant and glamorous people who actually liked some of this blog asked me to come to their wedding in London and meet them and disrupt their nuptials and wreck their memories by taking awful, incompetent photos of the entire affair. The decision hinged on two values:

  1. X = How much I like meeting people, flying, adventures, novelty, the UK, these individuals (above all), and escape from ordinary life
  2. Y = How bad I’ll feel when I disappoint them and drop my camera as the bride says “I do,” the loud clatter obscuring her words and provoking a liturgical dilemma and general confusion which will coalesce into hostility towards me -the smallest, stupidest, most superficial person in this party, I can already tell- right as I realize that I broke the only damn camera I have and the SD card, too, although at least said card will not precisely be overflowing with great shots, since I don’t know what I’m doing.

My narcissistic mathematical model somehow resulted, after significant tinkering, in X being slightly larger than Y, so I’m headed to London for a short while. Please keep your collective eyes on Will; I worry he’ll do something crazy while I’m gone, like shave. I’ll return once I’ve ruined some wedding dreams!

(They won’t be the last ones, either).

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