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Last night, B. and I mounted my camera on his massive, GPS-equipped, sky-tracking telescope to experiment with some astrophotography. It was our first time and we had no tele-extenders, but it was enormously fun.
I’ve posted some photos here and here: the moon (my favorite), the largest zoom I’ve ever used (2500mm), Jupiter and four moons, and a shot of the Ring Nebula. Hopefully, we’ll have more to add soon!
(Via Photophobia).

Last night, B. and I mounted my camera on his massive, GPS-equipped, sky-tracking telescope to experiment with some astrophotography. It was our first time and we had no tele-extenders, but it was enormously fun.

I’ve posted some photos here and here: the moon (my favorite), the largest zoom I’ve ever used (2500mm), Jupiter and four moons, and a shot of the Ring Nebula. Hopefully, we’ll have more to add soon!

(Via Photophobia).

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Olu Dara - Your Lips.

Olu Dara, in addition to being a wonderful Mississippi musician who’s played with an incredible array of jazz luminaries, is the father of Nas.

You’re my Louisiana plum.

Tags: music
Here is an ambiguous contribution to the theme of the day: me, in New Orleans this very weekend, with the skull of a cat. I don’t know with which side I am hereby allied, which is generally how I prefer it.

Here is an ambiguous contribution to the theme of the day: me, in New Orleans this very weekend, with the skull of a cat. I don’t know with which side I am hereby allied, which is generally how I prefer it.

“You can’t steal a gift. Bird gave the world his music, and if you can hear it you can have it.”
Dizzy Gillespie defending another musician from accusations that he stole Charlie Parker’s style, quoted by Jonathan Lethem in an essay on the effect very contemporary ideas like copyright and plagiarism have on creative culture. Jazz is an excellent example of an artistic form that depended on free exchange of styles and ideas; it would have been killed by what Lethem rechristens copyright: usemonopoly.
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Louis Armstrong - Basin Street Blues

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“If [official segregation] is a nightmare no longer, Armstrong’s shining trumpet certainly contributed to the wake-up call. But there is only so much art can do against injustice, and the blues, from which jazz took flight, were an embodiment of the sad truth that much beauty begins as consolation for what can’t be mended.”

Clive James, on the role jazz played in American history. I think this is very beautiful, and not solely because I love jazz; it’s also a sound appraisal of where art stands in relation to justice: it can provoke shifts in mass consciousness that assist change, but it is just as important as a source of meaning when injustice reigns.

More jazz!

Abby at the Little River (larger; from Photophobia). I want to try to photograph people’s faces closely while they’re sincerely smiling, but it’s not easy; so far I only have Abby and myself.

Abby at the Little River (larger; from Photophobia). I want to try to photograph people’s faces closely while they’re sincerely smiling, but it’s not easy; so far I only have Abby and myself.

“But of revolution inspired by boredom, one must say what Bierce said of suicide: a door out of the prison house of life. It opens upon the jailyard.”
Russell Kirk, The University and Revolution: An Insane Conjunction, quoted by Sean Best (who with Rabsteen nailed me recently on terrible diction). Boredom, like stupidity, is an understudied contributor to disruptive violence and frenzy on both the individual and social levels. We can be driven mad by boredom, and will destroy everything we love in the ecstatic search for vitality.
GPOYW. Mismatched socks, deliberately chosen as the best of all possible combinations, signal: (1) the beginning of my decline and fall, (2) the liberation of my aesthetic from an authoritarian obsession with symmetry, or (3) the fact that I am so lazy that even having a washing machine in my house doesn’t spare me from crises?

GPOYW. Mismatched socks, deliberately chosen as the best of all possible combinations, signal: (1) the beginning of my decline and fall, (2) the liberation of my aesthetic from an authoritarian obsession with symmetry, or (3) the fact that I am so lazy that even having a washing machine in my house doesn’t spare me from crises?

“…the liberal believes in the permanence of humanity’s imperfection, he resigns himself to a regime in which the good will be the result of numberless actions, and never the object of a conscious choice. Finally, he subscribes to the pessimism that sees in politics the art of creating the conditions in which the vices of men will contribute to the good of the state.”
Raymond Aron, The Opium of the Intellectuals, quoted by Clive James. This is a remarkable distillation of what beliefs democratic government reflects. By ‘liberal,’ of course, Aron means the liberal humanist of the Western tradition, not specifically a leftist.
This is a photograph of one of the guarded entrances to a place called the Zone of Alienation, a very poetic name for the largely irradiated area extending 19 miles radially around Chernobyl.
Reading about it one finds oneself drawn to it: the graveyards of contaminated machines and endless deserted buildings seem to assert something about the consequences of error: we cannot do much but wait for centuries to farm again, and the reactor site itself will remain a rebuke 20,000 years from now, if we are still here to see it.
The emptied city, like an extinct civilization, has a silence which drowns the endless, distracting, confident noise of the present.

This is a photograph of one of the guarded entrances to a place called the Zone of Alienation, a very poetic name for the largely irradiated area extending 19 miles radially around Chernobyl.

Reading about it one finds oneself drawn to it: the graveyards of contaminated machines and endless deserted buildings seem to assert something about the consequences of error: we cannot do much but wait for centuries to farm again, and the reactor site itself will remain a rebuke 20,000 years from now, if we are still here to see it.

The emptied city, like an extinct civilization, has a silence which drowns the endless, distracting, confident noise of the present.

“Kierkegaard is a star, although he shines over territory that is almost inaccessible to me.”

Franz Kafka, to Oskar Baum. Kafka doesn’t mean that Kierkegaard illuminates a Christian world which is alien to his Judiasm; he elsewhere wrote that Kierkegaard “is on the same side of the world. He bears me out like a friend.”

Indeed, Kafka’s Judiasm had as its greatest effect his preoccupation with gnosis and textual indeterminacy, with an endless exegetical pursuit of truth long since vanished from the word and the world. To a lesser extent, it provided an atmosphere and some iconography for his mind, and no German-speaking Jewish man living in Prague in the early 20th century could escape the relentless othering that so dislocated and alienated him.

But reductive analyses fail clumsily with Kafka, who was a modernist writer more than a Jew or a neurotic or a Czech or a European or a mystic. It is in his modernism, which we largely share -post merely being a prefix- that we find what put the Kierkegaardian territory “almost” beyond reach:

For Kierkegaard the absurd -the suprarational- remained an alternative to the world of reductive, superficial reason; for Kafka, the absurd -the irrational- had become the world of superficial contemporaneity. What was transcendence for Kierkegaard was, in distorted form, a reality for Kafka: the senseless world of anti-rational, post-human social derangement.

The territory of religious commitment as a turning-against-the-world was almost inaccessible to Kafka, who saw the world turning against itself; Kierkegaard drew inspiration from Abraham’s irrational willingness to murder his son, while Kafka saw that soon, functionaries would commit atrocities by the millions without asking for a rationale.

This is why Kierkegaard is timeless -Wittgenstein said: “Kierkegaard was by far the most profound thinker of the last century. Kierkegaard was a saint.” Kafka, on the other hand, wasn’t a saint but a prophet: he saw as early as anyone what modernism meant: reason run amok and no solace beyond reason, no leap permitted.

(Note: the awesome Greg Brown and I have been arguing over whether fiction or non-fiction is superior, is more real, in Meaghano’s comments; I think Kafka’s prescience is a good example of why the novel will always illuminate more than the essay: we must imagine before we describe).

My friend S. just alerted me to the Kickstarter-funded album Kind of Bloop, billed as “An 8-Bit Tribute to Miles Davis’ Kind of Blue.” More on the genesis of the album, which features the classic tracks rendered in NES-style bleeps and bloops, can be found at Waxy.org.
Another interesting take on this album is Eddie Jefferson’s vocalese arrangement of “So What.” The first time I heard it I thought I was hallucinating. Jefferson would compose lyrics to set with instrumental melodies, and so sang verses with Davis’ trumpet solos. It’s quite amusing.
Above is the 8-bit take on the album’s iconic cover. (Update: Kind of Blue is fifty-years old today; it was the second jazz album my dad shared with me).

My friend S. just alerted me to the Kickstarter-funded album Kind of Bloop, billed as “An 8-Bit Tribute to Miles Davis’ Kind of Blue.” More on the genesis of the album, which features the classic tracks rendered in NES-style bleeps and bloops, can be found at Waxy.org.

Another interesting take on this album is Eddie Jefferson’s vocalese arrangement of “So What.” The first time I heard it I thought I was hallucinating. Jefferson would compose lyrics to set with instrumental melodies, and so sang verses with Davis’ trumpet solos. It’s quite amusing.

Above is the 8-bit take on the album’s iconic cover. (Update: Kind of Blue is fifty-years old today; it was the second jazz album my dad shared with me).

“Within the next generation I believe that the world’s leaders will discover that infant conditioning and narco-hypnosis are more efficient, as instruments of government, than clubs and prisons, and that the lust for power can be just as completely satisfied by suggesting people into loving their servitude as by flogging them and kicking them into obedience.”

Aldous Huxley, quoted by AZspot and cited by Daniel Holter (who are both great). I have never cared for this form of analysis, which establishes a perceiving elect -generally the very educated- as capable of distinguishing ‘authentic’ happiness from suggestible, hypnotized ersatz-happiness. Note the wording: the clever leaders can trick people into “loving” their servitude.

A feat of some skill: the total manipulation of the rebellious, recalcitrant, omnivorously demanding, inconsistent, fickle human species! What brilliance these leaders possess, mastering mass psychology as none ever have from their smoke-filled rooms and lulling us all into our “false” happiness!

And only the hero-savant to tell us: “No, you’re not really happy! You’re not really free! You don’t want what you think you want, love what you think you love! Read my books and learn of your secret slavery!”

It is parlor-game intellectualism; Huxley will always have the trump card: “You only think you’re happy!” But if you have any respect for the individual, for the moral agency of man, you see at once how ludicrously elitist and epistemologically unjustifiable it is. If the individual says he loves his life and is happy, how can we falsify this claim? With Huxley’s aesthetics! “No one could be happy with such a life!”

But democracy means we accept that people are not all pleased by the same things, and Huxley’s vision of profound conditioning is merely a very fancy form of condescension and snobbery: the ordinary man, what a lump of clay his mind is! So easily tricked! And television: what trash!

This is the first step towards tyranny, of course: reduce the individual to the status of a passive and malleable animal. Shall he be rescued from the capitalist democracy he thinks he favors? A revolution may be needed! A war is already underway, it’s just undetected by the sheep! Violence may be required to free humanity, whether they think they’re enslaved or not, whether they want liberating or not!

(See also: A New Nadir’s very good response about Huxley and social criticism in general).