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“But as for certain truth, no man has known it, nor will he know it; neither of the gods, nor yet of all the things of which I speak. And even if by chance he were to utter the final truth, he would himself not know it: for all is but a woven web of guesses.”

Xenophanes, quoted by Karl Popper in “The Beginnings of Rationalism” and cited by the excellent Matt Young (who, along with Superfluidity, will surely have wiser commentary on Popper than I ever did).

The quote in full:

The Ethiops say that their gods are flat-nosed and black while the the Thracians say that theirs have blue eyes and red hair.

Yet if cattle or horses or lions had hands and could draw and could sculpture like men, then horses would draw their gods like horses, and cattle like cattle, and each would then shape bodies of gods in the likeness, each kind, of its own.

The gods did not reveal, from the beginning, all things to us; but in the course of time, through seeking, men find that which is better…

These things are, we conjecture, like the truth.

But as for certain truth, no man has known it, nor will he know it; neither of the gods, nor yet of all the things of which I speak. And even if by chance he were to utter the final truth, he would himself not know it: for all is but a woven web of guesses.

In anticipating Popper’s brilliant description of how we know what we know, presented alongside his solution to the problem of induction, Xenophanes demonstrates again: “There is nothing new under the sun.”

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Dr. John - Qualified

I’m old: I’ve been on Tumblr for 28 years. A long time ago, I posted maybe the best song ever, but that was before they’d implemented “Following,” “Reblogging,” “Liking,” comments, or tumblelogs: you just sent an email to Marco with whatever you wanted to say and sometimes he’d send an animated emoticon back. We called that “Being on the Radar Screen.”

I sometimes think: I should repost that song, but instead I’ll passive-aggressively link to it a few times in this post, which is of a Dr. John variation on it that I also like a hell of a lot. I’ll also manipulatively mention, but with a meta-declamation that will make it at once amusing and touching, that you are ethically-obliged to like New Orleans music because of Katrina and what happened to my dad’s house.

In one year, I’ll passive-aggressively link to this other Dr. John song, too, so get ready for that.

“Yet particular facts are never scientific; only generalization can establish science. But here we must avoid a double stumbling block; for if excess of detail is anti-scientific, excessive generalization creates an ideal science no longer connected with reality.”

Claude Bernard, An Introduction to the Study of Experimental Medicine, quoted by Jace Cooke. This tension between the granular and the abstract, between detail and generalization, appears everywhere in human thought: from the problem of unifying quantum mechanics and general relativity to the impossibility of formulating historical theories or political systems without losing the individual to the relationship between memory and imagination.

That this irreducible structural tension exists in both animate and inanimate spheres of the universe seems almost mystical to me.

History of world-history power not opposed to endlessness of sky. There are two ways of thinking about time as it exists for humans: linearly and cyclically. Both happen to be accurate, strangely; both are descriptive and useful, both from the individual level -where we are both Sisyphean and Odyssean- to the historical -which seems both to be endless cycles and progressive improvement.
We cannot even divide time into one or the other: it is always both.
(From Photophobia; larger).

History of world-history power not opposed to endlessness of sky. There are two ways of thinking about time as it exists for humans: linearly and cyclically. Both happen to be accurate, strangely; both are descriptive and useful, both from the individual level -where we are both Sisyphean and Odyssean- to the historical -which seems both to be endless cycles and progressive improvement.

We cannot even divide time into one or the other: it is always both.

(From Photophobialarger).

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Dr. John - Right Place, Wrong Time

I don’t see how anything involving the Meters and “The Night Tripper” could miss, but I still find this, despite hearing it thousands of times each year, especially great.

"A Little Fable," by Franz Kafka

“Alas,” said the mouse, “the world is growing smaller every day. At the beginning it was so big that I was afraid, I kept running and running, and I was glad when I at last saw walls far away to the right and left, but these long walls have narrowed so quickly that I am in the last chamber already, and there in the corner stands the trap that I must run into.” “You only need to change your direction,” said the cat, and ate it up.

“When I come home late at night from banquets, from scientific receptions, from social gatherings, there sits waiting for me a half-trained little chimpanzee and I take comfort from her as apes do. But I cannot bear to see her; for she has the insane look of the bewildered half-broken animal in her eye; no one else sees it, but I do, and I cannot bear it.”
The ape Franz Kafka describes making “A Report to an Academy.”
Mills County Champion Baker.
Eight years ago, when one Googled my name the first hit announced Mills County Champion Baker: it was a modest website proclaiming the winner of a baking contest held in Mills County, Iowa. A few years after that, I had this hat made at the Ponchatoula Strawberry Festival, and despite some chewing from Five it’s still dear to me.
I was reminded of this when Joshua Heineman of Cursive Buildings commented on this photo:
Listen, you need to start accepting applications for a personal chef specializing in baked goods. You can call it the Mills Baker Looks for Mills’ Baker Contest.
Interested parties may submit resumes in the comments below; my benefactor will arrange for salary and relocation.

Mills County Champion Baker.

Eight years ago, when one Googled my name the first hit announced Mills County Champion Baker: it was a modest website proclaiming the winner of a baking contest held in Mills County, Iowa. A few years after that, I had this hat made at the Ponchatoula Strawberry Festival, and despite some chewing from Five it’s still dear to me.

I was reminded of this when Joshua Heineman of Cursive Buildings commented on this photo:

Listen, you need to start accepting applications for a personal chef specializing in baked goods. You can call it the Mills Baker Looks for Mills’ Baker Contest.

Interested parties may submit resumes in the comments below; my benefactor will arrange for salary and relocation.

“For as long as I can remember, I’ve experienced the same physiological reaction when reading the very last page of a book: my peripheral field of vision narrows, my heart rate increases significantly, and I involuntarily clench my jaw.”

Cosmopsis, on finishing a book. She titled the post “Liminal states,” so I looked up “liminality” and found one of those words that opens the world wide to you, that seems to map out a territory one knew existed but one could not conjure or comprehend, but only experience mutely:

Liminality (from the Latin word līmen, meaning “a threshold”) is a psychological, neurological, or metaphysical subjective, conscious state of being on the “threshold” of or between two different existential planes… The liminal state is characterized by ambiguity, openness, and indeterminacy.

(1) How I’ve lived for so long without regularly using this word is a mystery; (2) I will use it far too much in the near future; (3) her description of finishing a book is precisely right. Sometimes I start to race through the sentences so quickly I lose whole phrases, even if there’s little narrative tension to the words.

Finishing a book is a remarkable feeling; it has no analogue that I know.

Lick ‘N See Guns N’ Roses
Does anyone know why, when we form the ludicrous little contraction of “and” favored by marketers and Axl Rose, we don’t place apostrophes on both sides of the N? Note the inconsistency: some place an apostrophe where the A is absent, some where the D is absent.
Shouldn’t it be Lick ‘N’ See or Guns ‘N’ Roses, as Hellaposer has rendered his rejected t-shirt design? What excuse could there be for not marking the absence of both?

Lick ‘N See Guns N’ Roses

Does anyone know why, when we form the ludicrous little contraction of “and” favored by marketers and Axl Rose, we don’t place apostrophes on both sides of the N? Note the inconsistency: some place an apostrophe where the A is absent, some where the D is absent.

Shouldn’t it be Lick ‘N’ See or Guns ‘N’ Roses, as Hellaposer has rendered his rejected t-shirt design? What excuse could there be for not marking the absence of both?

“One can be, indeed, one must strive to become, tough and philosophical concerning destruction and death, for this is what most of mankind has been best at since we have heard of man.”

James Baldwin, from “Letter to My Nephew on the One Hundredth Anniversary of the Emancipation,” quoted by my friend Jack July, whom I miss.

I love this letter and I love Baldwin, but I wonder if he isn’t wrong about humanity: whatever its capacity for “destruction and death,” it is less than that of the rest of the living world and indeed of the universe, if one can consider cosmic events destructive. Which is to say: to whom does he compare us? A sublime ideal, one which exists solely by virtue of the tremendous imaginative capacities of the human mind, without which the very concepts of peace and justice, which he feels we violate, would not exist.

The best reason to be philosophical about death and destruction is not because we must resign ourselves to that idiot species known as man, with his imbecilic violence and chaos; no, for though we are violent we alone renounce violence; though we kill we alone regret killing; we alone care for the needy and lame, if imperfectly. I am an animal-lover, but I feel no sense of moral inferiority: animals are beneath morality, while we strive, if imperfectly, to embody it.

No, we should be philosophical about death and destruction because though we stand in opposition to them both persist, almost as though they are integral to the structure of the world: as though life cannot exist without death and creation relies on destruction. We must understand them and come to peace with them as though they are like gravity, heat, entropy.

His position might be restated: “We’re not angels, and I therefore feel we are worse than beasts, although we’ve invented angels and overtaken beasts in all measures of compassion, decency, love.” This is a common enough refrain: we are wretched, scarcely tolerable, and the world would be better off without us. I wonder what the proponents of this view see when they peer out into the emptiness of space, or at the bloody maw of some victorious predator, or the swarming ants devouring a nest of baby birds. We are the only moral agents in the cosmos, yet their moral outrage over our imperfection inclines them to wish us extinct: to leave a universe in which there is no restraint, no quarter for the weak, nothing but instinctual murder and the amoral order of ecosystems.

“Yeah on the on the on the on the on the on the on the i’m gonna be on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the on the wrong number. I’m gonna you know.”

Beautiful Ordinaire’s voicemail performance of the “Meow Mix” jingle as transcribed by Google Voice, which evidently takes its cues from Philip Glass libretti.

Update: audio below.

Childhood with Abby, Cowboy, and Indian.
(Ranch set; larger; via Photophobia).

Childhood with Abby, Cowboy, and Indian.

(Ranch set; larger; via Photophobia).

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Charles Mingus -  II B.S.

From Mingus Mingus Mingus Mingus Mingus, this track swings as hard as anything I’ve heard; jazz that actually inclines me to headbang is usually awesome.

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“To think that we could have had an ordinary life with its bickering, broken hearts, and divorces! There are people in the world so crazy as not to realize that such is the normal human existence of the kind everybody should aim at. What wouldn’t we have given for such heartbreaks!”

Nadezhda Mandelstam, widow of the poet Osip Mandelstam, who was arrested and tortured and, in essence, killed by the Soviet State, in her memoir Hope Against Hope. Osip himself noted that

Only in Russia is poetry respected – it gets people killed. Is there anywhere else where poetry is so common a motive for murder?

Such histories can make one despondent, but there is also the consolatory power they posses: what we endure is nothing alongside the anguish of our forebears, and what they endured too pales in comparison to our distant ancestors, and so on.